Falling Off Track

I'm falling off track a little, as I'm having trouble sleeping at night. It seems like I spend more time worrying about not reaching my goal, then thinking about how awesome it will be when I achieve it. I'm not giving up though as there's plenty of time left. Also, I have already improved quite a bit in the last two weeks, since before I started my journey to become the biggest natural bodybuilder of all time. Because of certain unpredicted, unfortunate circumstances... life sometimes gets you down. This is normal, and it's all part of the process of becoming successful. You have to go through the bad to get to the good. There's so many ways to look at this, that will make you understand that it's necessary. For one, how do you know what happiness is, if you've never suffered or come accross any obstacles. This reminds me of the first time I heard the following expression. Well, it might not have been the first time I heard it... But it was definitely the first time I payed any attention to it. Here it is: "We are most afraid of what we want the most". That's why the obstacles and unfortunate circumstances that seem to kick us off track, I believe, were/are created by ourselves. I'm the reason why I'm not improving as fast as I'd like. Bad weather, lack of finances, and bad genetics are nothing compared with our own limiting beliefs. For example, if subconsciously I don't think I'm good enough for my goal... meaning I don't deserve the recognition or anything positive that will arise out of me achieving it... then I'll start to see physical obstacles. I know this sounds crazy, but trust me when I say it's the truth... You really are your only obstacle. I am my only real obstacle. What's important for me right now is to start to shift my mindset to a more 'feeling' state, one where I feel what it's like to have already achieved my goal. I first learnt about this in the underground hit movie The Secret. For some people, the movie is a reminder of what we already know. But, one thing's for sure... Most people don't use what they already know (which is that they have the power to direct their mind to whatever they want in life, and as a result manifest it). I hope you guys and gals are using your mind to realize your dreams. It's possible. Just believe in yourself.